I’m sitting here with a cup of green tea 🍵 in my hand and trying to figure out how to start this post, so I’ll start with some things that I know to be true.
- Tomorrow (Monday) will mark one week since Tabs took his final runway walk.
- I can’t say that I’m anywhere near feeling like my usual self again, but every day I hurt a little less.
- Today I put on mascara for the first time in weeks.
And concealer. (I would like to think Tabs would be proud.)
I may even paint my nails tonight. Chanel, of course — in honor of my husky ball of love.
Happy Mother’s Day to all the moms out there — cat moms, dog moms, bird moms, snake moms, gerbil moms, little monster moms and moms to humans.
I debated whether I should change the title of this post and the entire series from “Sundays With Tabs” to “Sundays Without Tabs,” but for now I’m going to keep it “Sundays With Tabs,” because, in his own way, he’s still with me.
I know this day isn’t easy for everyone. Some people have lost their mom, or don’t have the best relationship with their mom, or want to be a mom but can’t, and if that’s the case for you, please know that there’s someone on the other end of the keyboard — granted, someone with a broken heart — who has love ❤️ for you.
I’ll be seeing you soon.
Your friendly neighborhood beauty addict,